For many years I have felt as if all people left me and living alone, independently didn't help. I was drawn to self-harm and I tried to seek for help - medical, social, psychological - but the void inside me keeps on growing and growing.
I spent my night mostly awake, but continue to go to work the morning after. I am always the quiet guy, so my colleagues never thought or bothered that something was wrong with me.
For 3 months I took anti-depressants and it helped with my sleep. However, I continued to harm myself.
Until one time, I browsed in the internet for religious intervention and I saw one of Holy Land Man's posts. He was a peculiar person and he has different views on things which intrigued me.
On the next day, I scrolled on his sites and discovered his researches and Biblical messages. I listened to one of his readings, and I was amazed on how he changed my perspective on life.
I continue to follow his works online, and I hope more people would get to know him. He is a blessing to me that is why I share my experience to others, to spread more blessings.
Today, I still take my anti-depressants, but I know I am not dependent on them anymore. I still work at the same company and now I socialize with my new friends. Finally, I am freed from my old, destructive self.
Thank you for reading my story and I hope you are blessed as well.
The following details are described as vividly as possible and for the sake of my career, my identity will be anonymous.